The Lonely Part 2

Where do i begin? .....................
I feel so lonely................
I'm hurt ....................
Crying off my face again...............
The slient sound of loneliness......
I'm the ghost of a girl I want to be the most...............
Where there once was love..................
Now there's only me.............
And The Lonely .

The Lonely

The Lonely- Love this song from Christina Perri. It describes how i feel especially right now.

2 a.m., where do I begin?
Crying off my face again
The silent sounds of loneliness
Wants to follow me to bed

I'm a ghost of a girl that I want to be most
I'm the shell of a girl that I used to know well

Dancing slowly in an empty room
Can the lonely take the place of you?
I sing myself a quiet lullaby
Let you go and let the lonely in to take my heart again

Too afraid to go inside
For the pain of one more loveless night
But the loneliness will stay with me
And hold me 'til I fall asleep

I'm a ghost of a girl that I want to be most
I'm the shell of a girl that I used to know well

Dancing slowly in an empty room
Can the lonely take the place of you?
I sing myself a quiet lullaby
Let you go and let the lonely in to take my heart again

Broken pieces of
A barely breathing story
Where there once was love
Now there's only me and the lonely

Dancing slowly in an empty room
Can the lonely take the place of you?
I sing myself a quiet lullaby
Let you go and let the lonely in to take my heart again

Present vs Past

Life so far has been great. No problems! All thanks to me for being a strong person. I'm now always looking at things in a very positive way. Goods things are coming, i could sense that. Family, studies are great. Love? Well, i've set a record for being single for more than 2 years. Of course i'm not even sad about it. Guys are not my priority. But i must say that i do feel lonely at times. It doesn't affect my life though. Although i'm not searching for love, i find it fun to get to know guys who want to get to know me. Among all, two guys have attracted me in a very different way. I'm therefore confused. To be honest, i'm afraid! Afraid to get my heartbroken. Really really fear of that. This is all because of my past relationship. I was abused and was tested in every way. I have to admit that i nearly gone mad and thinking of suicide. That guy whom i thought really loved me was just using me. He played with my heart, he cheated, lied, slept around, always getting drunk, and abused me mentally, emotionally and physically. Well, i'm very glad that everything is over. He's dead to me. God will punish him definitely ! I'm all good now- a person who is always smiling and loving life. Thank you God !

THE CLIMB

I love this song damn much. It always brings tears to my eyes.

I can almost see it,

That dream I'm dreaming

But there's a voice inside my head saying
You'll never reach it

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a up-hill battle
Sometimes 'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But, No, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And, I, I got to be Strong
Just Keep pushing

Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a up-hill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's The Climb

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an up-hill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith

Quotes

I went to a bookstore and was reading a book with all these wonderful love quotes. These are some of the quotes:

~ If you see the one you love suffer, you should be the first to come to their aid. This is love.
If you don't help them, you don't love them. Love rectifies all mistakes

~If your love can't overcome any hardship, what sort of love is that?

~He who loves has no doubt

~One who loves must sacrifice a part of themselves. One who sacrifices intellectually is a
true person, a person of love

~If love weakens life, it's a weak love. If love makes life stronger, it's a strong love

10,000 Promises

I love this song so much, it's from the Backstreet Boys. It's an unreleased track from their second album. The lyrics are so meaningful to me and that's why I'm posting the lyrics.


Once we were lovers just lovers we were oh what a lie, Once we were dreamers just dreamers we were oh you and i, Now i see you're just somebody who wasted all my time and money, what a lie you and i. What about your, your 10,000 promises that you gave to me, your 10,000 promises that you promised me. Once i could handle the truth when the truth was you and i, but time after time all the promises turned out to be all lies, now i see I'm just somebody who wasted my time and money, what a lie oh you and i. what about your, your 10,000 promises that you gave to me, your 10,000 promises that you promised me. You say "I'll take you back" but i close the door coz i don't want 10,000 more.

~Once we were lovers just lovers we were oh you and i, what a lie.~

I got CIRCUS, do you?

Last Thursday , 4th December went to the mall to get Britney's new album*CIRCUS*. I was all excited and part of me was worried that i wouldn't get the album. I was one day late! That wasn't good. Bad Sheena.:(. Well went to Speedy, was f inding for the album, i didn't even see one so i asked the shop girl. She said it has finished. Damn! I was impressed though with the album sale, just a day late after its released and there was no stock. So i went to another store..i opened my eyes big as i entered the store. My eyes caught* CIRCUS* ! Let's just say, our eyes met (Sheena's and Britney's) lolz. I grabbed it, went to the counter and asked the cashier how many more stock left, he said 2. Impressive !! I was all smile. Then went for some window shopping. Tried finding the heels that i wanted but couldn't get them :( ...went to my car and put on *CIRCUS*, turned up the volume and began to shake my body and head. ha ha. I had goosebumps and tears were in my eyes because i missed Britney so much and to hear her being fantastic again was everything to me. Unfortunately my 3 other favourite songs aren't in the CD. Only the lucky British and Japanese have the songs. Their *CIRCUS* edition is different from ours. No Amnesia, no Quicksand, no Trouble. But i totally love Phonography, and Unusual You. Great songs. Phonography is a very sexy song. It's about you and your loved one having an intimate conversation on the phone. You can make love to it. lolz. Whereas Unusual You, is like sensual...it's sexy. For the first time i listened to it, i cried! I thought of my ex..firstly because the song is so nice that made me wanna be in his arms, it reminded me of our romantic moments, and the lyrics saying that "baby you're so unusual, didn't anyone tell you're supposed to break my heart, i expect you to." I love all of the songs from the album and the other 3 which are not in the album :( . I listen to *CIRCUS* everyday and in a day about 10 times..hahah ! Love Britney !!!!!