Everything is just so negative ! Things are not looking good. I'm not getting what i really want in life. Dreams are shattered, heart is broken. I have not slept well these days and i feel very lonely, weak and just feel everything is over for me. I thought i have found love, but NO! I thought i could go somewhere and start my future there, but NO! I thought everything would be just fine, but NO! I'm extremely sad and I'm exhausted just living with all these problems. I'm trying my level best to overcome this but somehow I just feel like my problems are eating me up. Oh help me, God help me !
~Now There's Only Me and The Lonely ~
Friday, November 25, 2011
I'm A Living Being With A Heart
Once again, my heart is broken by some guy who so called loved me. He came into my life, gave me all kinds of hopes and promises and just left me. I managed to contact him and all he could say is we are from 2 different worlds, it's not happening for him. So WHY Did you actually give me hopes, promises and all those attention i needed? WHY! Are you some kind of a heartless person? Do you call yourself a man? NO! you're not a man ! Stop breaking my heart guys if you love me..Love is not a game and I'm not your toy !!!!!!!!! What goes around comes around..watch out you heartless men out there !
The Lonely Part 3
Why do i have so many admirers? And people think that it's nice? Yeah right! I rather live without admirers. I still feel so lonely despite having a lot of admirers. What do i exactly get from all these guys? They come, make me fall in love with them, confuse me, and then leave and hurt me. Life would be much easier without them.
He came into my life, made me fall in love with him and now he disappears.
He came into my life, made me fall in love with him and now he disappears.
The Lonely Part 2
Where do i begin? .....................
I feel so lonely................
I'm hurt ....................
Crying off my face again...............
The slient sound of loneliness......
I'm the ghost of a girl I want to be the most...............
Where there once was love..................
Now there's only me.............
And The Lonely .
I feel so lonely................
I'm hurt ....................
Crying off my face again...............
The slient sound of loneliness......
I'm the ghost of a girl I want to be the most...............
Where there once was love..................
Now there's only me.............
And The Lonely .
The Lonely
The Lonely- Love this song from Christina Perri. It describes how i feel especially right now.
2 a.m., where do I begin?
Crying off my face again
The silent sounds of loneliness
Wants to follow me to bed
I'm a ghost of a girl that I want to be most
I'm the shell of a girl that I used to know well
Dancing slowly in an empty room
Can the lonely take the place of you?
I sing myself a quiet lullaby
Let you go and let the lonely in to take my heart again
Too afraid to go inside
For the pain of one more loveless night
But the loneliness will stay with me
And hold me 'til I fall asleep
I'm a ghost of a girl that I want to be most
I'm the shell of a girl that I used to know well
Dancing slowly in an empty room
Can the lonely take the place of you?
I sing myself a quiet lullaby
Let you go and let the lonely in to take my heart again
Broken pieces of
A barely breathing story
Where there once was love
Now there's only me and the lonely
Dancing slowly in an empty room
Can the lonely take the place of you?
I sing myself a quiet lullaby
Let you go and let the lonely in to take my heart again
2 a.m., where do I begin?
Crying off my face again
The silent sounds of loneliness
Wants to follow me to bed
I'm a ghost of a girl that I want to be most
I'm the shell of a girl that I used to know well
Dancing slowly in an empty room
Can the lonely take the place of you?
I sing myself a quiet lullaby
Let you go and let the lonely in to take my heart again
Too afraid to go inside
For the pain of one more loveless night
But the loneliness will stay with me
And hold me 'til I fall asleep
I'm a ghost of a girl that I want to be most
I'm the shell of a girl that I used to know well
Dancing slowly in an empty room
Can the lonely take the place of you?
I sing myself a quiet lullaby
Let you go and let the lonely in to take my heart again
Broken pieces of
A barely breathing story
Where there once was love
Now there's only me and the lonely
Dancing slowly in an empty room
Can the lonely take the place of you?
I sing myself a quiet lullaby
Let you go and let the lonely in to take my heart again
Saturday, January 8, 2011
Present vs Past
Life so far has been great. No problems! All thanks to me for being a strong person. I'm now always looking at things in a very positive way. Goods things are coming, i could sense that. Family, studies are great. Love? Well, i've set a record for being single for more than 2 years. Of course i'm not even sad about it. Guys are not my priority. But i must say that i do feel lonely at times. It doesn't affect my life though. Although i'm not searching for love, i find it fun to get to know guys who want to get to know me. Among all, two guys have attracted me in a very different way. I'm therefore confused. To be honest, i'm afraid! Afraid to get my heartbroken. Really really fear of that. This is all because of my past relationship. I was abused and was tested in every way. I have to admit that i nearly gone mad and thinking of suicide. That guy whom i thought really loved me was just using me. He played with my heart, he cheated, lied, slept around, always getting drunk, and abused me mentally, emotionally and physically. Well, i'm very glad that everything is over. He's dead to me. God will punish him definitely ! I'm all good now- a person who is always smiling and loving life. Thank you God !
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