Quotes

I went to a bookstore and was reading a book with all these wonderful love quotes. These are some of the quotes:

~ If you see the one you love suffer, you should be the first to come to their aid. This is love.
If you don't help them, you don't love them. Love rectifies all mistakes

~If your love can't overcome any hardship, what sort of love is that?

~He who loves has no doubt

~One who loves must sacrifice a part of themselves. One who sacrifices intellectually is a
true person, a person of love

~If love weakens life, it's a weak love. If love makes life stronger, it's a strong love

10,000 Promises

I love this song so much, it's from the Backstreet Boys. It's an unreleased track from their second album. The lyrics are so meaningful to me and that's why I'm posting the lyrics.


Once we were lovers just lovers we were oh what a lie, Once we were dreamers just dreamers we were oh you and i, Now i see you're just somebody who wasted all my time and money, what a lie you and i. What about your, your 10,000 promises that you gave to me, your 10,000 promises that you promised me. Once i could handle the truth when the truth was you and i, but time after time all the promises turned out to be all lies, now i see I'm just somebody who wasted my time and money, what a lie oh you and i. what about your, your 10,000 promises that you gave to me, your 10,000 promises that you promised me. You say "I'll take you back" but i close the door coz i don't want 10,000 more.

~Once we were lovers just lovers we were oh you and i, what a lie.~

I got CIRCUS, do you?

Last Thursday , 4th December went to the mall to get Britney's new album*CIRCUS*. I was all excited and part of me was worried that i wouldn't get the album. I was one day late! That wasn't good. Bad Sheena.:(. Well went to Speedy, was f inding for the album, i didn't even see one so i asked the shop girl. She said it has finished. Damn! I was impressed though with the album sale, just a day late after its released and there was no stock. So i went to another store..i opened my eyes big as i entered the store. My eyes caught* CIRCUS* ! Let's just say, our eyes met (Sheena's and Britney's) lolz. I grabbed it, went to the counter and asked the cashier how many more stock left, he said 2. Impressive !! I was all smile. Then went for some window shopping. Tried finding the heels that i wanted but couldn't get them :( ...went to my car and put on *CIRCUS*, turned up the volume and began to shake my body and head. ha ha. I had goosebumps and tears were in my eyes because i missed Britney so much and to hear her being fantastic again was everything to me. Unfortunately my 3 other favourite songs aren't in the CD. Only the lucky British and Japanese have the songs. Their *CIRCUS* edition is different from ours. No Amnesia, no Quicksand, no Trouble. But i totally love Phonography, and Unusual You. Great songs. Phonography is a very sexy song. It's about you and your loved one having an intimate conversation on the phone. You can make love to it. lolz. Whereas Unusual You, is like sensual...it's sexy. For the first time i listened to it, i cried! I thought of my ex..firstly because the song is so nice that made me wanna be in his arms, it reminded me of our romantic moments, and the lyrics saying that "baby you're so unusual, didn't anyone tell you're supposed to break my heart, i expect you to." I love all of the songs from the album and the other 3 which are not in the album :( . I listen to *CIRCUS* everyday and in a day about 10 times..hahah ! Love Britney !!!!!

I can't make heads or tails of my life !!

Last week was kind of a bad week for me..precisely every week is. My so called close friend messaged me saying that her birthday party will be on the 27th. Whatever! The silly thing is she was too excited and trying to get me into the excitement. Nonsense ! Can she see what I'm going through. People are selfish, they use you when they need you and this is an example here. Why should i share her happiness? None of my business. When i needed her, she wasn't even there. I broke up with my ex and was badly hurt by that, and she didn't even care. Suddenly out of nowhere she messaged me to inform that her birthday bash is coming. She kept talking about the decoration, what Saree she wants to wear, what shoes to buy. OMG !! Annoying ! I don't even care a bit. I won't be going to the party for sure. Another person who makes me sick is my sister. I don't know how to say how hurt and angry i am that these people who live with me don't even care about my feelings. I also spilled out my deepest secret because i was too angry and hurt. I regret letting the cat out of the bag. Only me ex knows about it. At times, when you're sad, you just wanna go out and feel good about yourself but whenever i ask my sis out, she would have all her excuses ready. I was too sick of her excuses and begun to argue. She hates my ex. When i was with my bf, she told him to break up with me. Can you imagine, your own sis telling the only one you love that? It was like being stabbed with a knife. It was shocking! People think our relationship was not serious and it was only puppy love. Bullshit! They will never know how much we loved each other and had gone through so much together. Straight from my heart, i really hate my sis..better not to have one. She's selfish and heartless. If you hate whom i love, i don't give a damn, it's my feelings that matter in my relationship. Not yours people, just get a life!! My sis thinks her bf is so smart, so good..yeah right..she doesn't know guys because this is only her first love ever. When i broke up with me ex, i kept it inside..don't blame me. Who should i talk to? My sis? My friends? HA HA. They even liked me breaking up with him. They are happy for me for that reason. I swear to God, i don't bless her relationship, don't give a damn about her so called good bf, don't give a damn about her. She does nothing for me, selfish !! I remember i used to help her a lot getting through her relationship. She even came crying to me...i did everything i could. But when it comes to me, she ignores my feelings completely. She was angry that i told my ex bf about our personal problem. Yeah, besides him, who can i talk to? He was the closest person to me, still is..he's my best friend. He understands how i feel, he cares and he's always there for me. No one else. First time i met a person whom i can trust and tell everything i want to him. And I'm glad i found him because i would be talking to myself and the wall. I hate whenever people talk bad about the person i love, just can't stand it...i will always defend him. You don't know him, i know him. I was surprised myself that he actually has a heart of gold. I know he was like this bad kind of guy but he's totally changed. You know why? Because i was the one who changed him, i was with him for 2 years, i know how he was. No matter how much i got hurt by him, i never hate him, never! And in my life, the happiest times were when i was with him. Now, no one makes me happy, my life is so dull. I laugh and smile less. And i got no interest in life. I hate everything, my close friends, my sis-everything!! Now i must know which side my bread is buttered on. I can't think about people anymore, i must be selfish and i just don't care whatever outcomes i will get. I have to break the mould for my own good.

Messed Up

Nothing much, just hate everything that is happening to me !!

I LOVE BRITNEY JEAN SPEARS !!

I'm just so excited with everything that is going on with Britney. Everyday, i will just sit for hours in front of the pc to watch her videos, read the news, look at her photos and just go through her website and these just put a smile on my face and bring tears to my eyes. I just love her to death, she's amazing overall. She's my inspiration, what i went through was really hard but Britney made me strong and i just look up to her every single day of my life.. Think i'm crazy, but i feel she's like my sister. Although she's not right beside me i still think that she is the one who makes me happy. I didn't have anyone to talk to, not even to my sister..everyone was ignoring and abandoning me. Thank God, i have Britney. She was there for me.. and whenever i read about her and look at her, i would tell myself why i'm still living in the past? Look at Briney, she's getting her life back on track. I really love her and i don't give a damn if you hate her and talk bad about her..all bullshit ! Only her true fans know her and would be there for her. Britney is going nowhere, you see her everywhere, she's an icon. Deal with it world !! I love Briney Spears ! BRITNEY RULES MY WORLD !!!!!
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Madagascar 2

Movie was at 8;15 pm. Went with my mom. I just couldn't wait for the movie to start. Then it started..first it was kind of sad where it showed Alex the tiger was young and some hunters took him away. Then came the funny parts and we all started laughing...the whole cinema was laughing non stop. I enjoyed the movie so much and it made my day. My mom too, enjoyed it. Go and watch the movie, it's good especially for people who are depressed. ~I like to move it move it ~ lolzzzz

It Hurts

I stopped by SPCA Malacca to pay a visit to the animals. I went to the cats' area. Some looked sick. It was really sad seeing them in that condition. The condition of The SPCA Malacca is really really bad. So I urge people to help us. Please Donate and become a volunteer !!People should go there and see how these animals are suffering..Anyway, I went there and this cat came to me and sat near me. And when i looked at it, It didn't have a leg..this cat had been hit by a car and was left there at the SPCA.. people are just so cruel. But it was beautiful, a pretty cat i'd say. It loved the attention.. kept following me everywhere i went. I was looking at every angle of the SPCA and suddenly i saw a kitten dying. It was in a cage with its mother. I was like oh shit, this is not happening. I saw how it suffered and i was standing there crying badly and cursing and swearing GOD for making it suffer .. I was angry and sad. And i just left that place..but i kept thinking about that kitten. May GOD bless its soul~

Life Without Him

It's tough being without him. Used to be with him for almost 24/7. Our favourite place to hang out was Sunway Pyramid.I've been going there alone since we broke up. It's heart breaking to be there and think about the memories we had. Went there for the first time without him last month. I went shopping alone..and yeah it was dull. I was sad at first. And guys kept coming to me and saying hi and these stupid things. I wished he was there to protect me and these strangers would just stay away from me. After a while, i found peace being alone. I went to Nichii and bought a top...all the clothes were ugly, but i managed to find a nice top for myself. Then i went to Warehouse and bought 2 nice tops..was satisfied. After that i stopped by Voir and i saw these nice sexy black high heels...oh god, I tried them on and bought them..And that really made me happy :)Can't wait to wear those high heels.

Beautiful Creatures

I went to PAWS in Subang and donated some clothes. I spent my time there and played with the puppies and cats. There were two puppies in this big cage and i was touching the white one who was slightly bigger than the black pup.It was so playful and waging its tail all the time..i was just laughing. Then it went away. So the other puppy came to me and i touched it, guess what..the white puppy didn't like it and pushed the black puppy away. It was just jealous. Ha ha. Cute !! The reason i went to PAWS was because I wanted to adopt a kitten but when i got there..Oh God, there were too many of them and all were meowing and wanting me to take them..I talked to them, "I wish I could take all of you home." It made me sad to see them...but they were so adorably cute. I took out a kitten from its cage and cuddled it..and the rest of the kittens in the cages looked at me..i felt so bad. I took pictures of them all. Unfortunately i left the place with none.I couldn't make my decision..and my heart felt heavy to take only one home..how about the others? :(

Olympic

I was so excited when the Olympic started. The part i was waiting for was of course swimming-my favourite event of all time. And the only one person i waited for was Michael Phelps. I really love him. He is a great swimmer whom i have much respect for, for his determination.Phelps even made history by winning 8 golds. Love him.

Saturday Night out

At 8 pm, i left my house and went to Jonker. Met my friends and hang out with them. Wanted to eat Otak-Otak but the person who was selling is no more there ~sob sob. After eating, met my friends in BB and i was so happy that I'm finally unavailable. ha ha. The happiest night. Then we went to Pure Bar with 3 cars. I was just accompanying my jaan and friends at least for an hour. The place was crowded and the smell of smoke..oh god, i was suffocating. Just hate clubs. Around 1 am, i left the club. And yeah, i was happy, just missed being together and we really do belong together. I'm in love, baby !!

Waiting For That Someone

Sleepless, dreamless, hopeless nights
I wish for someone to come
To wipe away my tears and fill my
eyes with tears of joy

I wish for someone to put his hands around me
And makes me feel safe and warm
And fills my stomach with butterflies
That makes me so nervous and pleasant

I wish for someone to bring me joy
When everything seems so bad and dull
And take me out of this misery
That makes me so miserable

I wish for someone to have nice
and beautiful memories with me
That will brigthen up my life
And share more than anything
in this world with each other

My dreams are shattered
My heart is empty and broken
My life without happiness
I wish for that someone to come and bring me to paradise.

David Rules Idol

I woke up at 7 am yesterday(Thursday)just to watch The American Idol result show which started at 8 am. I'm a big fan of David Cook since day one of AI. What i love about Mr Cook is his strong voice and his versatility. He's so original.And in this season he's the best among all the contestants. Whenever he sings, i would get goosebumps and go WOW!!
AI season 7 surely was the best season. And i will miss it. During the result show, Mike Myers with his silly jokes made me laugh so hard. It was so damn funny that i couldn't stop laughing and till today i still think of it. I don't think i will forget it. Ha ha ! Ryan Seacrest made me laugh too when he was dancing with the B-boys on stage..he's really adorable. The moment Ryan was about to announce the winner, i stood up nervously, my heart was pumping hard, and my fingers were crossed. Then the moment of truth..this season's AI is DAVID COOK !! I jumped and i screamed and i cried with joy...oh god the feeling was indescribable. I was yes yes yes !! Watching David Cook cried was like the cutest thing ever ! He deserves to win because he is so great that i have never seen any contestant overall in AI with much consistency, bravery and talent. He is the one !! Go COOK !!